to those who came and visited me at the bbq that my parents threw for my sisters and I…. NOT.  I thought maybe this vacation to Virginia would be a great thing but tonight has proved me wrong.  Look I understand that life doesn’t stop when I come back to visit and all but seriously… don’t say you are going to come over and hang out with me and then flake out.  I am so extreamly frustrated.  I miss my house, my dog, my car, and my bed.  I miss Alaska and my friends out there… THEY are real friends.  I have had a few eye opening experiences just during the short amount of time I have been visiting.  Im glad I am visiting my family, though sometimes like on days like this I really want to be home.  Until next time.  KJ