So today wasn’t the greatest. I woke up in a horrible mood and struggled with it all day long. I was just sad and missed my husband a ton. My horrible body image problem get in the way today too. I am growing impatient and want to feel better. I just want to be comfortable in my own skin and I don’t think that is to much to ask. Being a military wife is definitely not easy. All lot or sacrifices come with it. However, I would not have it any other way at this moment because my husband is worth it all to me. He’s stormy and risks his life for me and our fellow Americans. I am so proud.

I ended up taking a two hour nap today thinking it would help with my mood but it didn’t. I ended up going to a friends house and seeing her and her kids turned my day around she is an amazing person. I am feeling a ton better and I hope tomorrow when I wake up I have a better day then today. I totally deserve to feel happy and upbeat because that’s when I am at my beat for everyone including myself. Until next time. KirstieJ